There are words resting on my lips.
Bits and parts of stories hang about in my mind.
Memories in my heart.

There is no leaving the table until I finish all that is on my plate
but I have not yet even walked into the kitchen.

I have hope I will get there sometime soon.
Right now I am frustrated because my key is stuck in the lock in the door.

At least the door is open. I am happy I can stand inside to feel some of the warmth.


I have often been known to say that just because you know something doesn't change the way you feel. Sometimes what I feel is what I feel.

Sometimes I wish I had a story to tell. I want to be heard. But tonight I wish I had a question that reached to the tops of the sky.

Understanding

Last night as I was laying in bed talking with God a thought popped into my mind that I have never really thought about before.

With every commandment comes a blessing
but
with every blessing there is not a commandment.

Yes we receive blessings for our obedience but most of our blessings are given from Heavenly Father JUST because He loves us and He wants to make us happy.

We do not need to earn His love. It has always been there, always is, and always will be.

I have a deep prayer in my heart that I will always remember this and that others will know this too.

I can feel it in the air. There a moments when I can taste it. Change. Always you are happening and at times I can feel you coming. Sometimes I fear you and other times I welcome your embrace. I am not sure where you reside But I am preparing for you. Will you be big? Will you be so small that you will fit in my hand? Change, when you come I hope to welcome you and let you into my life.

Tired of being an oyster, she decided to try life as a pearl for a while.